Things happen in such a strange matter. The one night i needed ( and really wanted ) sleep i get a call at 1:50 saying my boss has a flat tire and needs me to come pick him up. After that call i could not get back to sleep till four, or five.. i was kind of delusional at this moment so time was really not mine to track. Who would have guessed that i would wake up with the sun at 7 o'clock on my day off, with my thoughts racing i had a horrible bout of ADD. I just HAD to leave my house, my room needs some serious sage'n, aint no lie. When i have ADD in my mind where do i walk.. to the one place where everyone can join me in my ADD. The Grand Political Grid. Oh boy am i grateful for smiling faces and positivity because im really getting my emotions handed to my on a platter next to some ratchetness . Im gonna grab my feelings of course, but i have to steer clean of that rotting stuff... I walked and walked and then walked some more. I'm grateful for alot of things and this is what i think about when i walk. It keeps my in my own sanity and in my own deeper "I" i feel present when i think of the NOW. It lets my ego flee and that has kept me in a pattern for so long. When you need it the most you notice a book appears out of no where that gives you some assistance, I am thankful for that aswell. I want to dive into love for myself that is plump and juicy with ripe colors. I will trade that love for a selfless skinny love. Malnutrition in love is weak.

Its a struggle unmatched and forever blazin'